Seventy-seventh say

Little pink box

I used to look in the mirror
and feel so strong
now I get down on my knees
where you belong

I can’t stop trying
to figure out
why you floated away
like a thundercloud,

moved by my words and thoughts,
never figured what they’d cost

The hardest thing was
you moved on, and made me stay
but didn’t you really,
just stuff me away?

Push me away, there in your little pink box
hide me in the closet next to your primary colors.

– Anne’s says

Seventy-fourth say

Stuck in another world (a black and white world)

Bad memories don’t happen in the past
they happen now
tomorrow
and yesterday
Thought I closed them down
shred them  into pieces

they opened
the key unlocked
as the sea of destroyed history
found her way back around

got ready
to destroy again

All pages are black
All letters are black

I live in a black and white world
but I can’t see.

– Anne’s says

70th say

The book with no ending

She had a title,
but not a blurb
He had a spot on my bookshelf
somewhere between many others

Every word came with a feeling
but no feeling went deeper than his spine
in one hand I felt the structure of the front
looking at the last page

Blank

–Anne’s  says

Sixty-fifth say

Things are always complicated
I can never explain what’s wrong
It’s the feeling that makes your head spin
Nothing is ever clear
but sometimes you know exactly what is wrong
and it frightens you as hell.
And often you go on and pretend it’s just complicated
and unexplainable

– Anne’s says

Sixty-fourth say

Relationships are like glass.
Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken,
than to hurt yourself putting it back together.

– Anonymous

Sixty-third say

The farther backward you can look,
the farther forward you can see.

– Winston Churchill

Sixty-second say

Don’t waste time worrying about what people are saying about you.
You’ve affected their lives,
that doesn’t mean they have to affect yours.

-antiserphres (twitter)

Sixty-first say

They say that memories don’t fade
but unfortunately I know that’s not true.
We try hard to hold on to the good memories,
but eventually they slip a way , one by one.

And the ones you wish you’d forgotten,
keep coming out of nowhere

– Anne’s says

Sixtieth say

The worst cheat – is cheating on yourself

– Anne’s says

Fifty-ninth say

Walk Tall
All you have to do is be brave enough to get out there
You fought,
You loved,
You lost,
Walk Tall

– Mark Slone (character in Grey’s Anatomy)